Rest in Peace Ah Ma

My Grandmother was called to be with the Lord, yesterday - 29th of Apr @ 4pm@ the age of 90.
I am glad that she is no longer suffering. But we will all miss her.
She has been staying at my house for the last 10 years and has been a constant figure in the family.

Rest in Peace Ah Ma (Rosa Chin)

Its My Birthday!!!!

AND
I can cry if i want to
Scream if i want to
Laugh if i want to
go crazy if i want to
MUAHAHAHAHAHA

some people

some people think they are better than others.
some people think they are above others
Lest they forget they are also just human
Earning a salary to survive
Well.. My God is above all...
Justice will prevail...
you maybe of the same faith, and I am sorry to say you're just a disgrace to all of us of the same faith.
Some days i do wish you burn in hell
or die in a plane crash which you're going to board soon.
But above all, I pray and ask God to help me able to forgive you and give me peace once more.

1 more Week to the dreaded day!!!!

1 more week to the dreaded day... :(
i dread it
i dread it
i dread it...

:~~~~~~

Being a Zombie and JetLag

Since I got back home, my bout of jetlag had been terrible. Its getting better now but still am not totally recovered.

After being 2 weeks in Houston, I was so ready to come home. do I miss it there? Not really. But one thing tho' that irks me is the political scene. Its just all pure BS. That one thing I like about the US and miss, at least their political scene is not as comical as they are over here.

I also miss the shopping but then again i don't earn in USD. I wish i was, then I could shop till i drop. I will blog more about my trip soon enough. Yeah yeah i know I always say that.

The only thing on my mind these days is I am turning 3X another year older and closer to another age group. The fear has been relentless. I wonder tho' whether I should just accept the fact that I will never be able to have a family of my own or have children of my own ever and then just move on in life. Its a sad fact but all possibilities are leading this way. To tell you the truth, I never imaged my life would ever be this way. EVER!

I guess in a way I do feel like a loser in life.

Back Home....

I am back home.. Arrived today after such a long long journey...........

will post more later. Jet LAG big time.. but i have to walk it off.. cannot sleep now or else tonite I won't be able to sleep.